Monday, May 7, 2012

Amazing Sometimes Gets Even Better

I heard someone say once that they hadn't really found anything to be passionate about. That is completely CRAZY and most definitely something that would never come from these lips. Sometimes I feel like a balloon that is about to burst with just one more tiny breath of air! As I watched the Hulk begin to explode out of his "normal" at the movies last night, I kinda understood and even related a little (minus the green skin and incredible anger management issues). There is so much passion for life trapped in this little happy girl that sometimes I don't think it's actually possible to contain it!

Today, I walked the same streets I have walked many times before in NYC and watched "amazing" get even better. My heart began to attach reality to the dreams that have been spinning in my head and imagination for years. I don't actually have the keys to the buildings that will be mine, but I began to feel the floor under my bare feet, follow the curve of walls that don't conform to square rules under my fingertips, and hear the sounds of creativity vibrating from the memory of the plaster, brick, glass, and steel. I could hear laughter that would never have to be quieted or squelched. I felt the vibration of dancers pounding and painting the floor with their footprints and sweat. It is a beautiful thing. 

Today I laughed, smiled, rolled my eyes, and then laughed my head off even more with friends who can smell the fragrance of change as much as I can. This is it. This is the moment where everything changes and what was previously over the top amazing gets even better. This is the season where you reconcile with what you were always created for. This is the time where you become way more comfortable in the "unseen realm" than you are with "the facts." This is the day where you "settling" is not even remotely in your realm of thinking because you know WHOSE son or daughter you are and THAT pretty much settles it. This is the instant where your passion gets exposed and celebrated like 4th of July with the Empire State building as a backdrop. (Que "Firework" from Katy Perry) This is the split second when you EXPLODE into the millions of spectacular pieces you are and get carried away to the ends of the earth to simply be amazing and do the impossible stuff. 

This crazy, passionate, impossible dreaming, loving, laughing, and creating YOU is simply the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, experienced, and lived. I like it. I am keeping it. I am living it. I suggest you do the same.

1 comment:

  1. Keep spending time with the Lord it shows God has so anointed you I believe you could pray for anyone and they would be set free

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